no pay

i do not have pay this month!! wth ... all my plans to return my friend money... to give my parents money so as to lessen their burden.. all my movie trips.. my ipod.. the shoe i have been aiming ... my watch.. all GONE GONE GONE.. super super angry.. no pay means i have to continue eating fried rice in the after noon and cup noodle at night.. and crap i am starting to loathe this two food .. but what can i do ? anyone got any leftovers food can da bao and give me?? i really wanna eat other food..


anyway i was crudely scolded by an indian lady for NOTHING... really NOTHING ok? i merely did my usual routine of asking her to try and she started scolding me in fornt of a LARGE CROWD.. my working colleague saw what she did and thus revealed her mistake on the spot..causing her to be embarrassed.. but so what? damage have been done..PLUS i got scolded by my colleagues..shall not say what happen since she had once been good to me.. totally break down and i just grabbed my phone and cry in the toilet cubicle.. how sad ~ i tried calling steph christina lin keong and all their phones were off and i am not kidding i tell you. i really call 3 of them one by one.. the next person on my mind was winston and i called him without even thinking that he is having exams in like 20 minutes time.. but ya... he was the only one who answered my call.. though he din talk much la.. but at least someone knew what happen to me.. at least this proves that i am not dully pathetic right? lol.. thanks boy =) anyway i am seeing movie with him .. duh!! have to pay him the money for movie ...


jingxuan