Happy

chat with mk on the fone during my lunch break.. WHAT SIA i realise we both aimed on the same watch . the $98 addidas watch..he had been eyeing on the black watch while i eyed on the white .. the ying and the yang XD ..but if he decides to buy.. i think i am not gonna buy la.. still in love with that arctic touch T.T




Angry
sometimes i really wonder if my family are my closest kin... my MOM only gave me like $6 for my lunch and dinner leh..i din complain of coz because i know my family is gonna be fninancially unstable soon.. so i try to save up and spend that tiny amount of money for my lunch and dinner.. u know what i eat everyday anot.. FRIED RICE ... and its no joke ok ? i really have to stuff it continously everyday... but did anyone ask why i eat it everyday ??? BECAUSE it is the cheapest and eat-le-will-full meal i can find in the whole of FAR EAST.. i din even tell this to my family because i dun wanna them to give me extra money.. what i eat at night? i only left with $2 by night.. what can i eat ? NOODLES and BISCUIT.. and the biscuit are those one big and plain pack leh .. i have to eat it with milo like what i am doing now... how pathetic can i be? and yet my mom still nag and scold me saying i am always hungry .. then she nagged :"wo ge ni qian ni qian..ni mei chi qu mai zhe zhong dong xi chi (i give you money u still buy this kind of food to eat) .. problem is she only gives me 6 and does she expect me to eat fish and chip with that pathetic 2 dollars?? i am not asking her to give me more $ . i just ask for peace and undersatnding at home.. i am so PISSED off i almost argued back with my mom .. but i kept quiet and let her scold
and my insensitive sisters.. what do they do ?? they saw me eating biscuit and just went laughing ... no one come to ask me to eat more or say any good things to me.. mockery is what i get ..


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