My Xiao fong

Today he went to extract his tooth ..He came back in a "my-head-is-spinning" kind of state while he clutched tightly onto the painkiller the doctor prescribed and smiled at me ... The moment he revealed his wide smile, i realised his upper gum were barely growing teeth... as though he was toothless, i knew he was giddy but he still smiled to us like he had accomplished some major projects... i asked "what happen to your teeth ".. and he merely replied.." i went to extract it " with a very muffled accent..


I don't know why ... but i feel sad that my dad is getting on his age.. he used to accompany me riding those super exciting roller coaster ... Both of us used be the best partner when playing the bumper car where he will drive the bumper car while i command him which car we should hit...He used play every game at the fun fair with me whenever i wanted when i was young... Now he can't, because his having a weak heart... his having high blood pressure.. his leg is often swollen .. his like a very fragile piece of ornament and i cant do anything to help but to see him consult endless doctors...

Though he doesn't really care much about our personal problems.. but he is always there smiling as though everything is gonna be okay... i joked alot when we are having family gathering... because i want to see yixuan laugh.. i want to see rachel laugh ... i want to see my mom laugh... and most importantly i love seeing my dad's wide and generous smile..

It may sound mushy .. but i love my family.. and my dad will be one of the man i will love till the day i die....
xiao fong fong , i love you

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jingxuan