I ask myself,
who am i to the brilliant
gorgeous and the talented...


I ask myself
why can't i reject
offers i don't want
and yet pretended
like i enjoyed the deal?



i ask myself
what exactly am i doing ?
Changing and not being myself
to satisfy everyone impression of me?

Now no one understands me at all .

up till now.


i ask myself
who am i now?
is this me?
or am i faking it?


i ask myself
when will i start
becoming myself?
when will i wake up?
when will i be filial ?
when will i be like I'm in sec 5b ?



I ask myself all the question above all the time... but i did nothing to solve it... I'm just like the guy in the photo... and i know i ain't good nor kind..

stay tuned
jingxuan