Let's Talk love

i deleted the previous entry coz farhan told me that by uploading a singapore dollar note without the bold "specimen" across Yusoff Bin Ishak face (or whatever his name) i might be sued zz ...

Anyway , today while i am staring blankly into space and trying to squeeze a topic out of my monkey-brained-sized mind while day dreaming... i starting thinking about the people i like and vice versa..and i myself came out with a very self-satisfied conclusion for this day dreamed topic... That is : i always fall in love with guys who will not like me... not that they are handsome (i , mysef reckon NONE of them are handsome ~) nor do they have fantastic personalities (some i liked are backstabbers zz) ... its just that i always for for the wrong guy and this have been going on for 4 years already can ?? and my longest relationship is like only a month plus a week... i also figured out that i loved that person too much that he(s) tend to take me for granted hmmms ... all i want to say to my future boyfriend :"please treasure me even though im disgusting ... and not worth of any value.."

BUT on the other hand...people who like me are always super duper good people (majority la... ) ... u know.. they are neither xia lan nor are they backstabbers or whatsoever... they are always good people with lots and lots of friend and i so do not want to hurt their heart.. u know u know?? and im not trying to be proud please! if u know me well then u will know that i certainly am not boasting now...

anyway i change my ideal dream guy image ....i imagined that he is tall enough to protect me and wears a black tees from topshop hhahahha...then styles his hair JUUUSSSSTTTTT a litttle bit and smiles all the time..ahhh melts my heart~~! i love guys in black! hahahahahahahahaha ~and i love day dreaming all sorts of nonsensical rubbish that will never come true *yawns*

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jingxuan