Speaking about nightmare.. i had a creepy one like 2 nights ago.. Its about my dream boyfriend(he is freaking handsome in my dream but i don't know who he is) .. yeahh he has split character and so the other side of him kills when he is unable to control himself..i called him :"ming" but don't ask me why zz.. he kills anyone who provoked me and dig out their eyes to replace those "rounded eyes" u find in some toy dolls and gave it to me as gifts... the doll looks damn pretty yet creepy in my dream...

he loves me a lot and one day because of numerous students he killed in school.. we both ran away and settle down in a wooden cottage inside a forest HOWEVER within weeks of our "honeymooning" we were surrounded by cops ..he didn't want to give in to the police and says he wants both of us to be together forever (touched~) so he killed me with a gun ... and before he kill himself.. he took blood from those bodies he killed and wrote "M and J RIP 1 July 2007" with a heart shaped surrounding the wordings on the floor and he was hugging me while both of us were lying in a pool of blood dead. ..lucky its a dream.. i know its touching.. but i wont want my bf to kill..and i have nothing but to praise myself for dreaming such an imaginative and creative nightmare LOL

PS ..Who is handsome?? i am so damn curious ..

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jingxuan =]