filled with guilt now .. i cant sleep .. i have to force that drowsy pill down my throat to put myself to sleep... *sigh* ... its my fault... get well soon and reply my sms-es T.T


overwhelmed with sad memories too... the people who went to the singing session played one of the singer's song thrice which made me sat deep into thinking and almost cried why must die at such young age and leave my good friend alone? ... but then i must not cry cause someone didn't.. she is strong =[

oh but then i love my class =]

and steph my dog pls ask me out !

until then
jingxuan the lousy drinker