time and love

the simplest yet a ''take-it-for-granted'' thing that i want from you other than ur love (which i cannot see it too) .. i want your time .. i seriously do not want ur money and gifts ... i just want you to be there for me.. bring me out during weekends if you are free.. send me home from work if you are free.. have late night movies and dinner together if you are free.. all the IFs.. is it that hard? YES for you its a super duper objective YES...i have always wanted to share with you my troubles.. but u are always so busy.. and i felt like a burden troubling you... what for? i rather tell someone who is willing to listen... you wanna know? i will tell u when ur are free... but when will that be?? days ? months? years? or infinity ? this is the last post to you.. read it or not .. i like you..but do u like me ? tell me that when you are free ~... its super sad that i have to be happy in front of everyone (except steph) after a 'no-reply' ans from you .. u din ans my qns at all..and it seems to me u are escaping from it ..like what my captain says :'' this is life! '' and like what SHE say :"give him up and find a better guy in poly! XD ''




jingxuan