MIXED FEELINGS

something happen which made me kinda upset with her.. anyway its her choice and way of living and i shall not blame her cheer up =) .. but back to me.. i do not know if i made a right choice.. i was not entertained by any SMS .. i was not kept in contact.. i wonder if we are together now.. Did he mean it when he said he cant commit time? its super insecure and i dun want this .. i really do not want this.. i so do not want him to do the same things he did that time however his reply was rather upsetting .. so what if he have many ex ? i am not like one of them where he can treat the same to me.. i am me and do not treat me like one of them..am idemanding too much ? if u tink i am may be i should ONCE AGAIN end it .. it might be the best choice IF i end it personally and if that is what you want...


''well this is life'', the sentence my captain told me yesterday..


A NEW YEAR
(SOME copied from flabber-gaskar)
*not according to year hor!

Top 10 buddies :

hui fen

siew mei

Faizal (recently !)

lin keong

christina

catherine =)

stephanie =.=

farhan

mengkiat

ahmad (recently!)

top 10 favourite moments :

sentosa outing

lessons in koh lili class =)

movies with him

peeping at ''David''

our NSP for dnt =)

Prom night

our pre-prom night shoppings

PE !!

the day i got my N level cert PAPER

the day i run first for 2.4km for girls in my class LOL

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION :

--> PASS PASS PASS PASS O levels and proceed to TP !
--> have a chance to eat at gelare
--> family financial problems solved soon! (anyway my family prob solved! we can overcome the financial problems .. i know we can!)
--> go oversea this year with a buddy or anyone else !
--> get a job!
--> have a smooth year..
--> many ang pao money
--> have a pleasant birthday (no need presents !! just celebrations =DD)
--> really keep in contact with 5b.. i CANT bear to lose contact with anyone.
--> LIVE really HAPPILY

new and a good year ahead.. i wanna be a good and filial daughter too =)

jingxuan