SMILE PLEASE!

Is it really that hard to forgive and forget everything and smile once again ?? its SO FREAKING DAMN HARD! im just so good at bearing grudges that i can stop talking to whoever until he/she comes talk to me. From last week i told myself "once and for all, i'm not gonna flare up when my mom reprimands me ever again " and surprising, up till now, i'm stil containing my temper even though she yells at me. If its that easy, why can't i do it in front of my friends? why can't i just be like everone ; have a good temper and just speak neutrally like all the girls . to be simple, just shut yourself out of the world and be engaged only in yours.

UH HUH ! thats what shirley and i am gonna do ! =D

once and for all! i'm gonna stay neutral in front of my friends and not flare up anymore ~

stay tuned
jingxuan