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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY MOOO!!!!! (the bitch in tudong) finally she breaks her age of 27 everyday and becomes 28 zzzz... and i love touching her head haha... realised i wasn't in real good condition... yea.. i cried because of certain matters PLUS my zul kept rubbing salts to my wound .. but He apologised and it seriously wasn't his fault too .. so don be too guilt-stricken =]

so why i cry ? you ask... well today i went to EXPO and with bingda and chrstina working it HIGHLY meant that u an receiving a big lecture from them... not as in those scolding type of lecture... but as in lecture lecture.. get it?? hahaha..today was Bingda turn (Christina gave up last Saturday).. firstly u must be mentally prepared when you chat with him coz he is a damn straightforward which hurts you deeply but helps greatly... he started by saying how blur.. easy to tackle and naive i was.. those things that he said just now were kind of impactful and i find myself in no position to retaliate back coz its all true.. he said :"if you can find someone like Weihong then i keep quiet" or something like that.. and i was once again put to silence...Weihong is a close to perfect guy sia... how to find...

so already in a heavy mood .. i set off to compasspoint to first meet zhan ye and after that meet my SEC5B for Aliah birthday ...after all the crying which i think Aliah notice my plight... she started counselling me... i tell you.. people who undergo her counselling were either super rebellious or super down ... and in my secondary life.. i was never counselled by her for even once.. and mind you her counselling skills is so damn good and damn persuasive .. now i feel so much more better and continue playing with my classmates like usual ... i love this teacher la ! she counsel me for like less than half an hour and my heart is like half lighter =D happy happy


its hard but I'll listen to this two wise men and do it .. (BUT I CANT GUARANTEE COMPLETELY >.<) by the way ... i DISLIKE boys who likes(as in falls in love) me but i don't like them .. so don't fall for me unless you can guarantee i will fall for you ..i am a real bad girl..i look as horrible as Xu chun mei.... i steal.. i smoke.. i drink.. i dig my nose..i bite my fingernails.. i burp loudly..seriously this like-me and like-me-not thing is really causing problems to my relationship and my everyday life.... yes! i know its selfish and stupid to say this out but i really had enough and I'm pissed !!!
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jingxuan