well.. this is life

gosh i think i'm speaking chinese with CHINA Accent .. MAH!? just because i keep chatting with Rita (a china manager) recently .. now i am hooked to speaking with CHINA accent.. its just so addictive ... whenever i chat with her.. i just want to follow her accent.. u know they can do it with in very melodic tone even when their talking .. even their english .. MAH again !!?? i envy them speaking their english .. its so cool and profeession.. not like.. erm.. us??


anyway .. this thinking strike my mind all of a sudden... why do people think so jumping down as their suicide plan??? talk about pain,... i mean it is so excruciating .. and even when u die .. there is like 0 probability that u die with a pretty face ... why don't they choose suicidal plans like stuffing TONNES of sleeping pills and die beautifully .. hmm maybe with white foams around ur mouth .. but u still die handsome/pretty... right??

jingxuan